When severe anxiety crept into my life i felt like you. I felt like everyone else had a normal life and i was somehow left alone with a huge pile of broken dreams. There was no light at the horizon. I learned how to finally love myself again and listen to that inner child. I found out that most of the things i did, i did for other people or because i thought that this is what was expected of me. What i am trying to say is: It might all look like it is falling apart but every crisis is fertile soil for something new. Something better. When the old doesn’t serve you anymore you need a wildfire to burn down the structures. Embrace the pain, embrace the unknown and be happy that life gave you the chance to finally wake up and live a life that is true to your heart. Let your friends live the life everyone else is living. You can do whatever the f*** you want :) Sending you much strength. Jan